"Why do I fear the shower? Stay away from running water? Why am I suddenly scared of canned meat and tinned soups? Have DEATH RACE 2000 on a constant loop on the tv set? Sleeping in another person's bed? I am allowed to be here, I have permission, but fear constantly someone is going to knock on the door and yell at me. Throw me out. Could happen any time. Don't have guests in. Get you in trouble. Bad tooth on the right side. Upside right. My right your left."